Yes, It Hurts
It Hurts When I dream about you.
and I am nowhere in Your Dreams
It Hurts When You are always part of my plan,
And I am nowhere in Your Plans.
It Hurts When All I want is to spend time with You,
and You are not with me, even being with me.
It Hurts When every piece of me is trying to put a smile on your face,
and You don’t even have time to talk to me for a while.
It Hurts, When I am trying to understand your problems,
and You don’t give a shit about what your words are doing to me.
It Hurts, When I am keeping my feelings controlled,
and You ignore everything like it doesn’t even matter.
It Hurts When it kills me every day, Every Night.
That You don’t want me, You don’t even think of me.
It Hurts When I try to guide you for a life without me,
That I am not going to be there for you, and You will not be there for me.
It Hurts When I am loving you with my heart
and I am not the one you want.
It Fucking Hurts, Everyday, Thousands of Times.
and I know it’s all my fault.
It’s all me, Loving You. and Beaking Myself for that.
It’s all me, Expecting you to be with me forever, Like I want to,
It Hurts, It Keeps Hurting.
It Keeps Breaking me,
It Keeps Killing me.
and I can’t do anything.
I can’t stop feeling all this.
All This Hurting, Breaking, Killing Should Stop, It Should Stop Now.
This Love Doesn’t Feel Right.
Why Does it have to hurt every single time?
Why the fuck is it so difficult.
© Ankush Anand